I've come to the conclusion that I operate like a clockwork toy.
I get more and more wound up, working away, but getting faster and faster, until all hell breaks loose and I explode, springs flying everywhere.
Today I realised that I could actually feel that happening. I've been getting wound up a little bit more each day, and I was getting close to explosion point. So, I decided to slow down! To not let things wind me up any tighter.
Life is going to carry on around me, whether I am wound up or not. So why let myself get overwound?
Not worth it. And in the end, if I'm not so wound up then things don't seem to wind me up so much!! A bit confusing!! A vicious circle really.
Anyway, today I am grateful to be unwound, springs just hanging loose!!
Gratefully yours.
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